My Inside - Arko Ashfaque

My inside when I get tortured by any 'Ashraful Makhlukat'...

So, I'm not what you're thinking about me!

And I damn care about the fact that you don't like me!

I just care to show my face just to the extent where it'll make you just a bit more edgier than before. 

I just think about driving you insane, because of the bullying, insulting and injustice that you've been doing towards me.

Trust me, I have been imagining to beat you to the pulp. 

I just think about beating you to a heap of flesh, a mush on the very ground that you're standing.

I really am astonished about the fact that you of all the persons, did find out the time, the mean and the place to think, hate, plan and rejoice the facts that have been done to me just to make me look bad to others, just to place me at bottom of everyone, and make me feel down by these.

I am who I am, and I better not change it. But I will change the fact that you have been thinking about me!

I'll be at the very top, lead, show directions, drive people towards my designated paths, and last but not least -

Ill make people fall in love, in awe and jealous about me, for getting me, for not getting me and finally leave hem talking and thinking about me, dreaming to be me.

I'll be doing all of these one day in near future.

In sha Allah and y'all wil be the witness of that.